Thursday, May 14, 2009

boarding school

I wish there was a boarding school for toddlers. I wish I could just pay someone else to deal with N. He is ruining my life. He is making my life and my relationship with my husband terrible. He is ruining J's life. I truly wish he had never been conceived. I'm tired of having my things destroyed. I'm tired of being hit and kicked and smacked and yelled at. I'm tired of N doing that to K and J. I'm tired of picking him up to remove him from a public place, while being hit and yelled at. Some stranger yelled at N because N was punching me while I carried him out of the mall (and it was Mother's day). We have places for people that batter their children and their partners. But, we don't have places for children who batter their parents. It doesn't seem right.